can i dig out my heart n ask it : WHO THE FUCK DO I LOVE RIGHT NOW?!?!?!
burt da fact is. noone.
i will never fucking love anyone now.
coz my heart is fucking broken by two fucking person, best friends forever.
whye? whye muz god arrange dhem tuhh be fucking best friends?
when dhey broke my fucking heart, none of dhem realise.
coz im jux a useless fucking piece of shit!
am i rite? im a piece of fucking shit!!
n i noe i put euu in a very diffiult state burt jux leave me fucking alone!
yall happy can le n im aware dhat i have let euu misunderstood in my previous post.
da reson fer posting dhat is jux tuhh let out my fucking idiote feelings.
nort hinting anyone off euu tuhh.... even fucking notice me,
darlinq. carry on n have fun.
i wont bother anyone of dhem now.
fer da time being. i will jux watch dhem from fucking a distance.
XINGAN! da only person i can go to is euu.
if euu dun wanna help me burt even misunderstood me,
i rally dono wad tuhh do.
boiis come n go,
burt oni true friends will stay by ur side forever.
XINGAN i hope euu dun have da idea dhat i wanted euu tuhh give up on him.
im rally dissapointed, dissapointed at da fact dhat euu thought i wanted euu tuhh gib up on him.
da feelings is oni 10% fer him now,
70% wif euu n 20% on... euu should noe hu.
EUU NOE?!?!?!
im such a fucking iodite bitch ! ! ! !
and all my friends n jux fucking leave me alone.
AND LET ME ROT LIKE A FUCKING SHIT! ! ! !