HAPPY BRITHDAY TO MEEEEEEE !~
wow. yesterday's celebration was a total blast for me and my friends at SILOSO BEACH !
met up with baby and shermaine and went to my ahma house to get my angbao.
then headed to TPY inter to meet up kester, igna and squek.
igna and squek's hair is gonna be gone soon.. =( miss igna's bangs for sure.
oh and they are uper blur la.
from braddel come TPY they take bus instead of MRT when we have to take MRT to bishan. =.=
met leroy and his GF at bishan.
then headed to harbour front.
met andy then waited for cyrus and nigel.
it was already about 2.
called boy and he said he meeting jon, brother, danial and fird at 2 then they'll come late.
saw graccy and dua neh bu and i dunno wadever the hell's reason they wanted to avoid the rest.
thus we went to the skytrain's ticketting there.
and i think many still owes me 3 bucks for the ticket.
HAHA. but nehmind.......
waited for MC grace and charleen then headed to SENTOSA !!
on the way, we called qitong and sang birthday song to him. HAHA
settled down at siloso beach
was playing volleyball and the ball kept landing on a group of ppl and i think one of the girl is pissed of.
so we decided to play in the water instead
blah blahs, cyrus nigel and charlene build a "sand"man and said it was me.. =.=
then after awhile played a very sucky bear game cox everyone kept cheating.
while then, cyrus nigel and leroy was digging a DEEP hole.
mind it, its not a long hole but a deep one.
once leroy went in, i cant even see his head.
and they said they want to burry me in.

after awhile brother and company came.
jon brought his ukulele(is it spelt this way !?) and played.
it really suits the location well. hehe.
anyways, went to wash up after awhile.
and it takes forever !~
then blahs blahs soon boy and co.went back to vivo cox danial and fadhil went to break fast.
washed up dress up and it was already 7 plus.
so we headed to vivo.
stayed at the directory or wadever it is called cox we finding places to eat.
meanwhile MC was really complaining of being VERY VERY hungry.
dragged on..... leroy, his gf and angy went off then followed by igneh.
after awhile we really cannot tahan and headed to harbourfront centre.
ate subway then chatted.
gracyy went off after eating then followed by DNB and MC.
then it was about 9.30
called daddy and he said i can go find him and longbang my friends home.
so i asked baby, shermaine , kester and tracy.
went up to 4th floor, found daddy's car and sat beside it.
we found it very hot so we went back, saw daddy there and shermaine was like:
shermaine : is that your father?
me : eh? i think so eh. is that my father?
shermaine : dunno leh
me : eh ! its mt father la. haha

so we walked there.
kester say my father very friendly and handsome.
oh my, daddy will be so proud to hear that. i'll tell him another time. *tsk tsk*
then daddy passed me his car keys and we went in,
switched on the air-con and waited for 30 mins, LOL
then daddy came and drove us home.
on the way tracy fell asleep.

daddy : ur friends sleep already ah?
me : ya. a few.
daddy : oh, must be my driving skills too good liao, so comfortable then cannot tahan jiu fall alseep liao.

then tracy cannot tahan woke up and laughed.
then daddy drove kester to the bus stop and shermaine to her house downstairs cox he say girl must fetch to house downstairs,cox very late le.
such a gentleman. LOL
reached home at about 11 ohhs.
bathed and went to sleep...


thanks:

• everyone who attended my celebration yesterday. i really enjoyed my times. sorry for some inconvenienced and i really hope everyone had enjoyed their times.
• yida,Qitong, MC, Charlene, angelia, kester, daddy, shermaine, rebecca and jingkai for wishing me happy birthday from 12.am to this morning. thanks you all so much for rememering my birthday. thank you !

pictures with grace and tracy, shall upload them when they send them to me.and i have a few pictures of my presents recieved. will upload them tgt with the rest. (:

BOREDOM KILLS



my title said everything i wanted to say.
oh. and FADHIL IS MY BROTHER !
cool.
i've just got myself a malay brother. hahas.
and someone in my class has the same birthday as micheal jackson. (29 aug)
therefore he/she can't attend my celebration on saturday. >=(
stupid asshole


btw, that asshole don't want me to tell anybody his/her birthdate to avoid birthday bash.
cool man. he/she is one day older then me.
(",)



stupid BOY want me to bring my guitar to school tomorrow.
and promised me he will send me home cox he gonna take the guitar home for me. ;)




my FIX-MY-EVERYTHING SUPERMAN cum PANADOL SUPPLIER cum PERTERPAN cum HEN NAN ZHAO DE *nan* PENG YOU still owes me chocolate.



WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GONNE GIVE IT TO ME !
its been TWO DAYS !
i want time-out. its a niceeeee choco.



oh my.
i've just repeated what i've posted yesterday.
coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool !~





never underestimate VALERIE THE SUPERHERO. VERONICA wanna play with me sibo ? you fuck mother pussy tear la BITCH ! mother asshole tear also la mother fucker. oh wait. it has got nothing to do with your mother at all right. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT IT MAN! BLAME YOUR MAMMA FOR GIVING BIRTH TO A FUCKING BITCH LIKE YOU BITCH. please la. i say u disgusting you also say me. have some sence of originality can anot sia. don't think you in 3E1 you big fuck ah. please la. THAT CLASS, used to be my BOYFRIEND'S CLASS OK! at least i've got someone to love me. unlike you BITCH !FUCK YOU ! HOPE YOU KENA GANG BANG BY MONKEYS MAN ! BITCH ! oh wait. i'll be dirtying my *imaginary* dick by fucking you. please la. if i were you i would have dug a hole and place my head in it already lo. MOTHER FUCKER !

OH MY TIAN !~
i failed my amath again. =.=
stupid binomial theorom. FUCK THAT SHIT !~ wahaha
i was at the border line for history. dam sad la.
then stupid uncle got 15/20.
and he said the word HISTORY can read many ways.
one is HI-STORY and the other is HIS-TORY.
=.=

then after awhile i said i wan pei the muslims fast then not eating
then he said he slowing. LIKE WAD THE HELL !~
i never regretted saying that talking to him will really vomit blood.

in the end i still went to eat. HAHAHA !~
ate with DUA NEH BU (charlene) and graceyyyyyyyyy!~
then was SS and woman dint come.
so went hall and blah blah.
next was e-math.
i freaking get a 16/20 when i was so confident i'll do better.
oh and its only class test. haha
then was chinese.
i got 35/50 for the class test.
ROCK ME !
lol.

and shermaine got 18/20 for amath luhh.
I HATE SMART PEOPLE !~
that wad i've been saying to uncle since the day i know him. LOL

oh my!~ im so freaking bored.

my FIX-MY-EVERYTHING SUPERMAN cum PANADOL-SUPPLIER cum PETERPAN cum HEN NAN ZHAO DE *nan* PENG YOU still owes me chocolate.

WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA GET THOSE FOR ME !!

@!#$$%^&@!!!~ %^&%*#*^&%$^^%$#!~

i swear im freakin' bored and its effing 11.48 and im still not in bed.
ought to get smacked by baby cox he told me to go to bed.
that sounds wrong. =x
i mean baby called me to go and sleep but im still by the computer and he is so gonna get mad at me.
that sounds better and less wrong.

ooh lala !~
seriously im rotting now.
waiting for my hair to dry and how i wish i can remove my adomen. or is it spelt this way?
ANYWAYS, the reason why is because i hate manstruation. =.=
maybe that reason isn't valid enough for me to give up my chances for having a baby.

remembered was chatting with grace charlene shiqin and amirah during recess on friday.
then we started talking about haven our baby and grace said if we were to give birth to a boy he is the male version of us.
and same goes to the girl, will be the girl version of out husbands.
damn funny.

oh, at one point i wanna grow up and have a happy family, get a job and enjoy life.
on another point i dun wanna grow up and remain as a child.
away from adult-stress life.
haix...
life is really unpredictable.
you'll never know what your future will be and when will be ur last episode.
well, i really hope everyone will be like fairy tales.
living happily ever after.
WELL WISHES TO EVERYONE OUT THERE !~

oh my, i think im out of my mind.

hair hair faster dry.
to that i can rest my eyes.

oooohhh !~
it rhymes man.
hahahahas. coool.
okays. i think my hair is dry enough. so off to bed i shall be

GOOD NIGHTY !


p.s i think if one day, jiasheng or ismarwan were to come to my blog and spot that picture of them, i dunno what will they do to me. tsk tsk.

WOW !~
blogging at this hour.
and its my 3rd post today.
oh wait. this post will be under 23 aug. O.O
anyways. its exactly 7 DAYS AWAY FROM MY BIRTHDAY.
sucks. i dun wanna grow up.
i wan remain as 14 so that i'll be the youngest.
=p
but if im 15 then i'll be 3 years away from buying alchohol from ANY STALL. wakaka.
anyway, the reason why i'm here is to post 2 pictures..

Me, Kester, Jiasheng follow by Yida. its ONG yida not LIEW yida. (:

isn't jiasheng and ismarwan cute? hahah

took them from ng's website. like. OH-SO-FINALLY he posted them up.
still got many craps photo kester took but ng dint put them up.
i like the first pic. so artistic. CREDITS TO ISMARWAN.
and the second pic is taken by KESTER !
like giving award like that sia. hahas. k la.
gtg. BUHBYE !

i realise i promised daddy i would go his place today...
blahhs... maybe i'll ride to his house tomorrow since dear's gonna go BAI BAI.

MC HONG`洪; tagged (:
}thanks. (:
Kaixin; Hihi! Valerieeee! :>
}Hihi! Kaixinnnnnnnnn :>

WEEE !~
using daddy's taptop to blog right now. lalalals.
speaking od daddy... i think i promised him something but i forgot wad is it... hmmmm...
anyways.

i know how to play shoujo S (bleach opening 10) on recorder now.
and Ai No Tameni on harmonica.
wrote out the notes for this song. COOL MANS !~
and i wanna learn jumpstyle!~
but that'll probably hold on.
gonna fast with shiqin from mon/tues onwards.
hmm.. actually not fast but not to eat during recess.
LOL

ooohs.
im bored.
lalalalas.
laptop sucks. so laggy. but good cox can bring around the house



oh shit. the laotop suddenly went dead cox i dint charge it.
now blogging with my room's desktop.
sister feel asleep when watching I Do I Do on tv.. =.=

ouh mai gawd ai em sho ran doom
mummy called home just to test uncle's phone.. =.=
sister's phone rang

walaos.. i feel im twittering.. =.=
saying every random shit.
oh wait. im doing it right now AGAIN.
blahhs....

sianla..... omg....
i dint realise that snake has got 2 sex organs and a pig's orgasm can last for 30 mins.
so if anyone wans a long orgasm, BECOME A PIG NOW !
hhahaha


oh my... i didn't know you are such an ASSHOLE BITCH !

wow. i'm playing viwawa.
and i've got the urge to blog.
=x
ain't i good? hahahas

winter melon which is not cold taste horrible

I TOPPED D&T THEORY PAPER AGAIN !
but this time i got it with FENG HUIRAN THE GENIUS !
hahas

i'm so proud of myself.
and i improved on my amath. but still fail
at least i've got a 32.5/100 instead of 22/100
hahahas.
and i failed chem. BY ONE MARK ~!
but its not something surprising since almost the whole class fail.
and i said ALMOST ! not all...


brother is so irritating.

yo peeps !~
went to angelia's chalet yesterday.
reached there at about 2 plus with dear.
then slacked slacked and more ppl came.
played ZHONG JI MI MA. losers must drink 1 mouth of barcardi breezer.
owen and jason kept losing lo. lol.
then dinner came at about 6.
went out to take then eat.

played poker with 2 of jason's friend.
then one of his friend had ALOT of lame jokes luhhs.
and is really very very lame those kind lo.
after that they left then me, dear, owen and shandy went E!Hub.
not much things to walk luhhs.
went arcade.
then this girl came and seek for our help.
gave each one of us a ferreror(or wadever its spelt as) and call us to give her friend cox its her 21st birthday. =.=
lame la sia..... like i bet the birthday girl dun even know wad the heck is going.
then we walk around and start messing around with a game machine and realise someone scanned the card and we are like playing with it. O.O
its the small boy beside us luhhs.
then his father call us to play lo. i feel very bad la.
so when the tickets come out i gave it to them. hahas
after that went to super market and decided to buy wine.
then saw the JollyShandy drink at the alchohol section.

then i was like : why put this here sia. got alchohol wan meh?
*owen was giggling*
me : why u laugh untill like that?
owen : see *covers the Jolly*
me : OOHHH !~ lol
shandy : this drink very nice okays.
owen : ya lo. hahas. got sales somemore leh
shandy : cox too nice liao must put sales uhh
owen : i think is the other way round lo. nobody buy then they put sales

dam funny la.
wanted to buy vodca but owen say the alchol% very high.
so bough barcardi peach and lime.
went back and headache dunno how to open.
so jason tried using the chair's corner and it worked !
hahas.
i think i drank alot luuhs.
almost the whole bottle but sis and yida help me drink.
so i think i was drunk.
kept laughing at my sister's voice untill like very exgerating like that sia.
then everyone say i'm drunk. =p
and my face went FREAKING RED LUHH !
like idiote like that.
then they going downstairs cut cake.
before i went out of the room i went to vomit. LOL
then went down and took alot of pictures.
like got ITE categery Beatty and family and so on...
vomitted again. dam funny la.
at least i dint fell into the bush. hahas
=x
waited for joycelyn untill like wad sia.
in the end cut the cake at about 11.30.
and an uncle came and offer us to play the guitat .
dam good lo he. hahaha
after that went upstairs then me and owen eat again. hahas
who blames me for puking out my dinner
then dragged on and leave the place around 12 plus.
took shandy's father's lorry home.
all the way through was high way luhhs.
then blow opur hair till wan like that.
somemore dam cold know !
when finally got tyraffic light and stopped.
our face went numb .
then kept laughing. LOL
then dropped owen at lor 5 then went home le.
then bath and straight away went to sleep. haha

common test are over !!!!!!!
like oh-so-finally

and i think my mother has gone crazy.
O.O
going high over gossips.
typical aunties... ~.~

went to yida's school today to wait for him
then went to tpy.
looking for presents for angelia.
oohh.
and and

HAPPY EARLY 21st BIRTHDAY !!
another 2 hrs and 40 mins to go !~

and then ended up at J8.
and walked the 4th floor to look for alot of things la.
like the present, the box, the ribbon, the card.
all from different shops.
LOL

omg. i need to pee =s
ahahahahas.

i totally screwed up amath.
and i hope can pass social studies.


I MUST GET ADOLF HITLER INTO MY HEAD NOW!!
(~.~)

laogong came over today !!
XD

went studying with yingli and shermaine yesterday at sky garden.
hohos. after that slack slack awhile then kester came.
yingli brough her dog down knows... his name is EDY. hahas
then slack slack after that went to meet lyehuat with shermaine.
after that shermaine went home then slack slack walk walk.
and he send me home know! hahas. so sweet of him.
but please. don't get the wrong idea. cox is i force him wan say i scared dark and ghost. XD
met shandy and athiwat downstairs. then chat chat.
hahas. got one time me and athiwat talking about harry potter then shandy and lyehuat talk about their school.
dam funny la. like two conversation going on like that so noisy. hahas


today shermaine came over to so project.
then went downstair meet kester and igna with shermaine and yida,
after that baby have to leave. =(
then shermaine left too D:
but be honoured la.
have me kester and igna walk you home know! XD
after that kester want go toilet so went coffee shop then went to playground and finally settled down at blk .... er blk.... i forgot wad number liao la. hahaha
but b4 that went to mama shop buy chocolate and water.
my moneral water cost 50 cents only know. and it look like a granade (shou liu dan)
but igna called it shui (water) liu dan.
dam funny la. then we made a hellots of joke with that.
then talk talk chat chat and went home los.


omg my god. tomorrow got school...
and EXAMS ARE COMING =x
butterflies in stomachs.,,
AHHHHHHHHHH !~



maybe my expectations are too high for you, but the only thing i want now is to love you with all my might.

omg. i tink im having a flu.
kept on sneezing non-stop.
and i think my nose is dropping
O.O


went scicence centre today luhhs.
and i seriously dunno why the hell has science centre and Da Vinci gotta do with national day.
lol.
slacking all the way la... but quite fun though.
there's this "talk" or i say presentation about solar system.
then the ppl on the stage brought in hydrogen balloon.
and shermaine was like " i think its helium"
then i say : "but i dun think is helium leh. cox they bring in fire. and hydrogen can catch fire wan lehh"
so i was right. and they wanted to "burn" the balloon luhh
then shermaine was like : i think got the phew sound and go off
but we dint expect it to end with a BOOM and it scared the wits out of us la.
then we laugh like mad
LOL.
and woman(ms david) say its surprising to see us there cox she dint expect us to go. hahas
everytime i see her i'll be like: HI WOMAN
then she will say : HEY WOMAN.
dam cute la she.. XD

after that gt break and stuff so me shermaine and kester went exploring the place.
then we play play and take pics with ng's camera.
I SHALL TAKE THEM WHEN HE UPLOAD IT.
but i think it will take centuries b4 you see it on the net. hahaha

then we went to the omni theater and stuff then went to the DaVinci exhibition.
but then we steak out and play again/ XD
then gt the NE trail or wadever shit luhhs/
but we dint go.
hahas. me shermaine kester hashim dominic and one more guy i forgot his name le. =x
sneak to the omni theater there buy food.
ahahs. then continue playing there
and ooooh !~
uncle's nose start bleeding again.=.=
think he see too many chiobu there liao. HAHAHA

then went back after that.
on the bus we were like kept singing la.
nursery songs and stuff like "the wheels on the bus go round and round......."
and then "twinkle twinkle little star" then i think jonathan or who sing the powerpuff girls song and spongebob squarepant.
then me kester and shermaine sing marikita
DAM CUTE LA.
ooh. and and mr ng took a picture of pork sleeping.
hahas.
and uncle's pant nearly tear luhh! so funny.
then when reaching i called yida.
then uncle behind kept saying "bye-bye" untill i hang up the phone. =.=


saw cyrus emilio and cleon in sch.
then we meet up with yida and went coffee shop slack.
was playing with emilio's DSLR. DAM FUN AND NICE LUHH.
i've got potential to be a photographer ayes.
XD
then we saw this girl "zhao geng-ing" but then yida claim that it is thights.
then cyrus and i took pictur of her la.. dam funny.
went home after that.
woots. and im finishing my harry potter in another 20 pages.
WOOTS !~
HARRY POTTER ALl THE WAY !~ hahahaha

sorry for the fucked up post.
i'm seriously dam piss off.
please don't get the idea that i don't love you anymore.

VALERIE YI YIXUAN LOVE LIEW YIDA NOW AND FOREVER !

FUCK !
why must you be so sensitive over things that happened two years ago?
why must you give me the cold shoulder?
what am i to you actually?
a prisoner?
that you must keep watch for 24/7?
i have enough.
FUCK YOU!
i wonder where the old you went.
where you joke and play around and stuff.
if you want to be a loner thats YOUR problem.
wad you do does not mean what i MUST do.
i've had enough.
FUCK.
do you think a little bit of sweet words can touched me?
please, i've became IMMUNE to it. get it?
fuck.
i can't smoke. fine i get it. its bad for health.
i can't pierce my ear/tongue/lip wadsoever. scared i pain? nevermind
i can't cut myself. that i can understand. nobody wants it.
but i can't even say vulgarities?

i've changed so much. for you. and yet why you can't change to the old you where i can laugh practically EVERY SINGLE DAY?
i guess even uncle (jiasheng), boy(chervin), or even boy's friend(jonathan) can do better then you please..
you FORBIDDED me to say vulgarities right?

KANNINABEI CHAO CHEE BYE. FUCK YOU INSIDE OUT UPSIDE DOWN!
I HAD ENOUGH ! FUCK !

i don't give a damn shit about vulgarities.
why are you sentitive towards it?
IT IS THE OLD VALERIE YI YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH ONE YEAR AGO.
if you can accept the old me why not the me now?
like the old me is 100000x worse then wad i am now luhh.
why?


i only wanted an explantion.
i know something is bothering you these few days.
but can you tell me about it?
i don't want to keep guessing and the impression you gave me is that
"i want to break up with you, but i dunno how to open my mouth"
get it?
i'm really sick and tired.
gotta juggle relationship and studies together.

and mdm lek was giving the fucked up face this whole amath lesson.
FUCK !~
i can't even study in peace that my sister rushed me home when i'm at shermaine's house today?
my life is screwed up.
i really need to find time to breath.
being drown in an hourglass FUCK !
i cannot find a way to de-stress myself.
like shouting vulgarities? keeping all my feelings inside me?
i know many ppl are suffering more issues which is more stressful then mine but for me i really cannot cope the stress i have.
oh FUCK !



i want you to know that i really love you alot. and it is more than what it used to be.
baby i love you ~


how i wish time will just stop. Everyone, everyting is frozen, and will never be like what it used to be.

HAPPY 17-MONTHS BABY !
time flies. its been one year/5months since we got together.
i know you are my EVERYTHING.


went J8 yesterday.
baby bought me the "rabbit" ZiNc bag cox he spoiled mine the day b4? O.O
love it so much luhh. give me supprise somemore. haha


me: bee, i wan eat macs.
he : ok you wait here (in macs) i go buy
me : okays.

then he came back with the bag in his hand as well as a tray of food.
he's so sweet luhhs.
XD XD
just because i said it was nice quite some time ago he still remember..
come to think of it... i think he still owes me alot of things....
like a piglet cup and a piggy shoes. HAHA
anyways, i really had fun yesterday.
after bee went home i went downstairs to have dinner.
then went to central.
mummy went to change money then go populat after that.
bought files and boy's yo-yo.
AND MUMMY BOUGHT ME THE "harry potter and the deathly hallow"
got sales know ! only cost 10 bucks.
better hurry and buy.
LOL.
then went home after that.
chit chatted and slept at 1 plus.


i was suppose to complete my Amath homework now? O.O
and read my harry potter. zzz
so many things to do. lol.


*edits*
I WENT CHUSHI ON FRIDAY.
forgot to blog about it.
sian luhhs. go there no money take cox me and shermaine go there extra extra only. XD
but have fun luhhs.
hahas.