you are the one hu make me happy
you are the one hu make me sad
you are the one hu make me realise i excisted in the world.
you are the one hu broke my heart.
you are the one hu make me cut my wrist.
you are the one hu make me smoke even more.
wad more can euu make me do?
i gave up. i really gave up.
i really cant take da fact dhat i told myself , I DUN LOVE EUU
although i tell myself i could wait fer euu tuhh like me.
burt in the end, i rally cant take it.
i admit dhat im choldish.
i admit shat im fat.
i admit dhat im stupid
i admit dhat my attitude suck.
burt i cant admit dhat i dun love euu at all.
do euu even care?
do euu even noe i excisted?
do euu noe dhat i cry fer euu almost everyday.
do euu noe i cut myself jux tuhh feel da pain?
euu never knew. coz in all dhis while i kept it for myself.
i smoke
i cut
i puch da wall
i cry
i shouted at ppl
jux tuhh fustrate da anger on myself.
does anyone noe? NO!
i smoke dhey say i act lian.
i cut dhey say i act emo.
i punch dhey say i act hiong.
i cry dhey say i act ke lian.
i shout at ppl dhey say i act fierce.
ITS NORT TRUE!!!
coz euu dono me well.
n stop all thoise fucking sarcastics words of urs!
euu mother fucking bodoh dumbass idiote BITCH!!!!
i did so much.
burt yet. wad i get is nothing burt a fucking piece of shit.
my heart is very messy now,
hu is the one hu can untie the knot?
burt only if euu care.
oni if euu noe im always by ur side.
burt euu never noe i excisted.
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