ARH !!
y cant u jux try to understand me?
im NOT playin wif u or wadever shit.
i really wan u to concentrate on ur work n stop msging ppl.
y do u always say just kidding.
do u tink i treat it as kidding?
DO U?!?!
no. u dun even noe about it.
do u noe im really jealous to see u n her playing.
when u told me u hate her?
i kinda dun believe u noe.
i muz REALLY thank u dhat u bring me home.
but im REALLY sad dhat u said u dun care if i die anot.


im really tired . tired n sick of hearing u said just kidding.
when u noe i cannot take jokes dhat are too big for me to carry.
i really cannot take it.


my kor.. even as a friend.
do u noe the words u gave me are too harsh?
ur attitude.. are like .. as fast as lighting.
do u noe? it really hurt me.
alot more dhen u expected.

i love u. i hate u. but im always missing u.