y did u give me hopes that cannot happen?
calling me to quit smoking by this sunday...
i really tried... i promise myself that i will stop by this sunday.
but wad? just stung with shermaine today jiu send me :
"smoke smoke smoke only"
u think i want? i really tried.
but when i din't , my whole body just feel weak.
IM ADDICTED. CAN'T YOU SEE?

you knew i like you.
why did you send me a 'i love you' n said u like me abit.
i told serene n shermaine
they are happy for me.
but what? just because i told TWO of them you come blame me.
what do you think i am?
IM HUMAN! I GOT FEELINGS.
don't think only YOU YOURSELF can be DULAN.
i also will get dulan sometimes.

apparently you just don't seem to understand
that quitting smoking is not as easy as you thought.
although for you it may be as easy as ABC
but in my case , i started smoking because i'm sad.
YOU make me sad . i'm cutting down even before i promised you.
but what , YOU told me that you 'love' me .
i just had a gleamse of hope .
n i CUT DOWN 'cause im happy.
i though you understand.
but when u saw me smoking?
you blame me.
I STUNG WITH SHERMAINE.
and she smoked more than me.

and do you know the reason i follow her?
she wanted to smoke.
and i cannot pangseh her because of you.
how i wanted to stay and watch your every move.
and not leave my sight off you.
but i want to accompany shermaine.

and ? NOT replying me my message but replied serene's.
to be frank , i'm sad.
you make me forgot of a person i loved before.
everytime i close my eyes the only image i see
is you.
but do you know? YOU KNOW ?

so what if my whole post is about you?
do you even BOTHER ??
all you say is : YOU THINK TOO MUCH LE LA.
im missing you every moment.
i dreamt of you every night.
but in your eyes , i'm just an invicible person.

forget it.
you won't be reading this post anyway.
but i still wna you to know...
iloveyouandireallydo.