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wells,maybe things might not go your way.
u said i changed after i stead with yida.
please , it totally has got nothing to do with him. yes , serene tan , i'm talking about you.
maybe u might think i have been giving those WTF attitude towards you this few months.
guess u might not know i have changed.
i changed alot , mainly the ppl who made me changed is thise close to me.
shermaine yida leon kester and alot.
closer , united to each other day by day.
i know u hated one of them but look at that person in another side of view.
take sebastian for example.
i had been quarrelling with him since dono how many years ago and look at us now.
you might say i don't know wad happen to you two few years back. yes i admit. i don't know.
but to me , he is a different ppl from wad u told me.
hatred ? i dont hate ppl now like i did last time.
once seeing this particular person and i assure i don't like him/her?
i will try my best to interract with that person.
whether that person hate me anot , diao me , saying thing behind my back i don't care.
just know the excistence of ur true friends will do.

back to the point , what i'm trying to say is :
LIKE IT ANOT , I AM WHO I AM.
nobody can change the fact.
your life and mine are totally different
although i used to hate shermaine alot but now ? with the help of interaction everything changed.
i dont hate debbie like i did last time. same goes to chermaine.

u might think i changed , what about you?
since last year after steading with donavan u changed too.
i did not even say a single thing that hurt a friend.
"what's wrong with you . you keep giving the WTF attitude"
DID I EVEN MENTIONED A THING LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ?!?!
hearing something like giving WTF attitude hurts alot to a friend.
i'm not the only one changing . you changed too.
totaly transforming into an ahlian. not the serene tan i knew.
and lastly , just last one thing i want to say i DID NOT GIVE YOU THE WTF ATTITUDE.
u jolly well knew that i'm having streaming this year.
and my grades are way below the class.
this is the time i had to work hard and yet someone interupts your lesson.
think about it.

i'm done with serene , now , shermaine.

GOSH !!!! i missed you (:
know wad? i really hope u would quit smoking.
really , i don't want you to turn into a smoke machine like my sister last time.
smoking is not good.
so now , i have REALLY made up my mind to quit.
shermaine please. i beg you.
please try to quit and cut down. please.
know something that have been hiding in my heart for many days?
u seemed to be closer to kimberly and joanne.
i'm like just a spare tire to you.
really , whenever u are bored you will find me and whenever you are happy i will be thrown one side.
i don't balme you . but i really treat you as my best friend. (:

anyways ,nothing else for u liaos.
see you tommorrow (: love u loads. HAHA !!

P.S i have a new classmate in my class. hahas !!