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Sunday, August 31, 2008

i guess....
i read your blog.
so why din't you tell me earlier that you felt being left out after i met HIM?
after knowing the reason i really felt bad.
i know you won't listen and think that its all bull shit i don't care.
if you don't believe whatever i said now then so be it.
i looked through the old pictures.
and my sister editted them.
i really missed the times.
i knew you treated me like spare tires but i don't care.
cause i realise wad u said friendship.
well , i know you don't care anything about it now.
i admit i said some.
i knew i would get into trouble with all this.
but u did say something bad too right.
i agree. that the word forever is fucked up.
because u never knew if we would be together forever.
i will still continue counting for our one year.
even though you don't give a fucking damn about it.
but i'm still happy that you still remember my birthday. (:
seriously
i don't really want to lose this friend of you but everybody elso around me told me to.
i swear to god that i will never forget all the things we did together.
i never get close to the SOMEONE you hate.
i KNOW you hate her.
and i really know she's at wrong.

people getting into our world really makes a different.
i guess you know it too.
maybe you are wrong.
even if we are back to friends again we STILL can do things.
like last year remember?
remember the CIP the 7 of us did together?
it is THAT that brought us together.
well. i knew you don't want that to happen.
AND I DON'T HATE YOU ANYMORE.

i guess whatever i said is useless now.
but i really comes from the bottom of my heart.

now , i know you are happy with the friends you have now.
i feel happy for you.
because you have found the friends that you wanted.
i love you. and i really do.

8 MORE DAYS !!! I LOVE YOU !! :D

ITS MY BIRTHDYA YESTERDAY !!!!
hahas. love it this year.
coz DEAR DEAR is with me the whole day long.
:D :D :D
so..........................................

morning dear dear came up after getting ready
hahsa. took about 45 min getting ready after dear dear came up
hahas.
went to toa payoh central walk walk.
ate sushi and long john then went to buy my birthday present at more then words
i really dint know dear dear was buying anying coz i was walking around the shop.
then i wiated for outside and he came out with a REALLY BIG plastic bag
and he gave it to me with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
hahas. he bought me this REALLY BIG carebear wich is PINK !!
hahas
went home after that.
waited for my sis and mother then wen to novena at about 5-6.
shopped awhile.
bought clothes and went to sakae and eat,
hahas. dear dear said my family is cute. :D
after that shopped abit and bought bras.
okays. that sound OBSEEN.
anyways. bought my cake at HAN'S and went home after that.
cutted the cake then dear dear went home at about 11.

got alot of pictures.
but lazy to transfer them
i have a picture of my carebear with pooh bear.
and another 1 is carebear and me.
hahas. its in my camera.
shall wait for the day when my sister decide to transfer them in.
IM A LAZY PIG.
hahahahahahahahahhas

Friday, August 29, 2008

I CANNOT LOSE TO ZANDRA.
must update update. :D
went to the science centre the day before yesterday. hahas
lazy update.
if wan see pics or wad go to SERINA
hahas. lazy post. =/

today is teachers' day.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS !!!!

had jogathon in the morning.
we all walked hahas.
yeaps. almost everybody is walking. hahas
then had recess and went back class.
gave a so-called "surprise" for mr ng. hahas/
and he gave back us out result slips.
SO HAPPY WITH IT MANS hahas

English - 58 (C5)
Chinese - 61.5 (B4)
Mathematics - 83.3 (A1)
Science - 75 (A1)
Geography - 54 (C6)
history - 48 (D7)
Design & technology - 77 (A1)
Art - 42 (E8)

hahahas. so happy. better then last term derh. xD
then had the concert.
duration abit the long ahhs.
sit dao leg numb de.
anyways.
after school went to FTPPS and alex gave me my birthdau present :D :D
then met ivy and talked to ms chia.
MISS HER SO MUCH LUHH ):
then went to BBC and talked to changyang they all
hahas. so fun luhh !!
then went to market and eat with chang yang , chong biao , ivy and yida.
hahas. then talked talked jiu go home le. hahahahs

i don't give a damn about what you say now.

and i don't regret leaving you too.

spare tires.

so thats wad u think huh !

so be it.

and i DID NOT TALKED BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK OKAYS.

tears?

HUH ?!

like as if i DID NOT cry because of u

davina and teack soon.

ask cassandra and yida then.

please. stop talking like as if u very ke lian.

when you are not

YOU pang sehed me first and now going around telling ppl i pang sehed u

y did i become good friends with you last year when we fall out again this year

i've thought it over like u said.

i've got my cliques and u got your friends

BUT i just hope we can be normal friends.

coz i dun really hate u that much.

and i won't apologize because i don't tink i'm wrong.

ok. at least abit of wrong.

but that does not mean u are right.

well.

since u hate me so much then so be it

290808 will be the day.

good bye , ~~my lesbian partner~~

Saturday, August 23, 2008

im BORED TO DEATH !!!!!

):
i feel like peei-ing.
okays that sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sick mans...
today dear dear came my house and watch me play maple
died one time ):
5 % GONE !
ahhhs.
im bored to dearh siol.................................................................................

YESTERDAY
1st period went to so CIP at D&T workshop.
chatted wif cliques. <3
then was chinese
had spelling.
im so scared that i failed davina.
but the other way round she hepled me
hahas. and chatted.
next was math.
CHATTED.
then recess. we all tricked serina that e are not going for recess coz daisy was not in school. then no one peii her eat
in the end i told her we going down then she damn happy
hahas.
after that had science and then gym
chatted again <3
talked about bras and tenpone(?) and sex
hahas.
and sex toys.
omg. thats so sick mans.
but its fun lahhs. laughing like MAD siol.
AHAHAHAHAHAHS !!!
then school ended and went back home. <3

Thursday, August 21, 2008

my phone is back to normal again SURPRISINGLY. (:
left it alone for like 1 / 2 days and its back to normal state.
hope it won't get spoiled again. ):

today im (quite) happy.
hahas.
1st lesson had art.
was designing the box for SA2.
actually i wanted to design a classroom and a white board.
but ms chin came and said that my whiteboard does not look like a whiteboard thus she changed my whole design into a door.
supposingly its a whiteboard.
and the theme is like "Impossible"
coz its just full of imagination.
so wad i say is , an art teacher jiu shi and art teacher. :D
after that had geog then history.
today everyone went down to eat. :D
had malayrice and few nuggets.
then went back class.
mr teng showed us this movie entittled "Freedon Writers"
ITS DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.
its about a school with gangsters students and they are having a riote between the whites and the blacks and how the teacher manage to turn the class into harmony
hahas.
IM WAITING FOR ENGLISH CLASSES !!!
omg. 1st time im craving for english lessons
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.
after that had music.
chatting wif joanne zandra daisy serina and davina
hahas. talked about alot of things
during chinese we all sat at the back.
doing chinese workbook
hahas. me and serina kept talking talking talking
then she say she kept telling me "bu shi meh?"
damn funny la.

after school went home after eating at kopitiam.
joanne and dear came my house
bathed and played maple.
I LEVELED UP !! :D lvl 34.
hahas. then joanne is sleeping outside.
made dear dear angry coz i kept saying "fuck you"
then i cried.
hahas. coz he seldom angry then i feel very bad ):
hahas.

vomitted and had diriagh(???)
IM SICK D:
sadddededededededededed.
sister helped me with my art
hahas. and she cut the cupboards for me.
so good. :D:D:D
i love sister. xD

Friday, August 15, 2008

i just ate mayonise tuna.
hahas.
AND I'LL GROW FATTER !!!
hahahahahahahahas. just being random. =.=

MY PHONE SPOILED AGAIN !!!
gosh.
its pissing me off.
seriously.
i just repaired my phone at about march.
and Sony Ericson changed a new wan to me.
at about 1 1/2 months ago my keypad spoiled.
some buttons cannot be pressed.
AND SUPRISINGLY last week it is back to normal state.
AND YESTERDAY THE SAME BUTTONS SPOILED AGAIN !!!
idiote.
so angry with it.
*GGGGRRRRRRRR*
maybe i shall do the same thing like wad i did last time.
to leave it there for weeks.
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
maybe it works??

i'm bored bored BORED !!!!
today sch was quite usual.
1st period CME
went to D&T workshop and clean.
plucked a few nails and kenneth snatched that thing away from me.
then davina called me to join their chat.
so serina davina joanne and me chatted.
hahas. talked about alot of things lo.
then serina intro me to buy contacts.
hahahas.
after thaat had chinese.
teacher is good enough to let me chat with joanne while doing work.
hahahas.
next was maths.
I DID MY HW OKAYS !!!!
then recess.
had pataya.
so funny. eceryone is waiting for at least 1 person to start eating then we eat
so finally serina said : 1, 2, 3 lets eat !
then all eat.
after that had science.
had abit of theory lessons then went to science lab
hahahs.
played with the tuning fork/
and i think kenneth stole one out.
then had gym class then school ends.

aft sch met alex.
HE SERIOUSLY GREW FAT.
okays. i know im bad.
BUT HE KEPT SAYING I BULLY HIM
hahas. then went to EC macs had lunch and kester came.
stand outside arcade see him play drum
hahas. then me and yida say he look like stick.
HAHAHAHAS. (not being offensive )
after headed home and watched [THE HAUNTED SCHOOL]
so nice luhhs.
all shall watch watch.
hehehehehehe

Saturday, August 9, 2008

found this on serene's very old archieve. hahahyahahas

list 10 friends in random order:
1.yida
2.shermaine
3.davina
4.kester
5.leon
6.kimberly
7.joanne
8.zandra
9.serene
10.nashrul

do you hug friend 3 before? (Davina)
OF COZ !!! hahas

do you like friend 7? (Joanne)
i love her. hahas

do you think friend 9 is cute? (Serene)
yupp yupp. :DDDD

have you ever slapped friend 4? (Kester)
NO !!! i'm decent okays. (:

is friend 3 and friend 9 good friends? (Davina & Serene)
they hardly know each other

is friend 2 annoying? (Shermaine)
KINDOF !! hahas. just kidding :D

what is the most hilarious thing that friend 1 had done for you? (Yida)
he danced ballet in his house for me coz i asked him to.

where do you always see friend 5? (Leon)
in school? hahas

have friend 6 touched your hand before? (Kimberly)
yupp yupp. (:

does friend 8 know your biggest secret? (Zandra)
nope. hahas

have you encountered a misunderstanding with friend 3? (Davina)
NOPES . :D

did friend 6 do something that changed your life? (Kimberly)
not really i guess?

is friend 1 attached to someone you know? (Yida)
he is attached to me. lols.

how would you react when friend 10 hugs you? (Nashrul)
erm.... i'll kill him. (:

who is richer? friend 1 , 6 ,10? (Yida , Kimberly , Nashrul)
KIMBERLY !!! hahas

is friend 4 important in your life? ( Kester)
he's my 4th besterfriend. hahas

is friend 3 handsome/adorable/pretty/sexy/hot (Davina)
adorable , pretty , sexy , hot. hahas

did friend 5 and 8 do something intimate? (Leon , Zandra)
OBVIOUSLY NOT !!!

does friend 8 know or like friend 1? (Zandra , Yida)
They hradly knows each other.

does friend 3 talk like a 3 year old , 15 year old , 60 year old? (Davina)
3 YEAR OLD ! coz she's cute. hahas :D

is friend 4 sick in the mind?(Kester)
YES !!! i know his secrets. hahas

have you went out with friend 10?(Nashrul)
no. i only sees him in school. hahas

are friend 7 and 4 same height? (Jonne , Kester)
kester is taller. hahas

how are you related to friend 6? (Kimberly)
she's the miss-BIMBO. my good friend. hahas
--------END-----------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE !!!

hahas.
was finally blogging.
very lazy.
although i came to my blog but i'm too lazy to even open blogger.
hahahahahahahahahahs.

"LAZINESS IS THE KEY TO NO BLOGGING"

as i once said that.
wahahahahahahas/
bored bored BORED !!! )':
just finished watching the NDP not long ago.
still thot there is lion dance like year 2005.
hahas. quite dissapointed.
HAHAS. anyways. i'm F**KING BORED !!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
dear made me angry today.
hahas.
dunno y this few days i kept saying EYER.
=x
but dear dear said i'm cute. O.o
but i tink very weird saying eyer for no reason.
hahahas

just felt like being random los.
ooooh ya, something weird happen last week.

many weeks ago , my phone is spoilt.
due to some bottons that cannot work.
so i decided to bring it to wisma on monday.
on the morning , i wanted
to check my phone.
and suddenly all the bottons can press.
WEIRD
RIGHT.
hahas. but i still love my phone. (:

hahas.althought its not something very surprising.
but i still find it weird. O.o

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Monday, August 4, 2008

another sad post after like... 6-7 months .
quite alot of things happen to me today.
shall not name them but they should know who they are.

-Person A
-Person B
-Person C

today PA hurts me alot.
he/she just went to school without even telling me he/she is leaving early.
do you know it hurts me alot.
hw many times? that u were late and i waited for you.
seriously , u changed.
COMPLETELY. after PC came.
CIGGERATES. all about ciggerates.
i know i might get whacked up or whatever but i just take it anymore.
my heart shattered into thousand peices.

i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !!
i hate it !!
i hate it !!
i hate it !!
i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !!
i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !!
i hate it !!
i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !!
i hate it !!
i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it !!

i really hate the feeling.
i hate it !!
y cant you just understand my feeling for just 1 minute?
or even a sec?
i know. after PB appear i changed.
but its not entirely his/her fault alrights/
seriously i cried for u alot of times today.
but so wad if i tell u im sad of wad u did.
will you stop wad u are doing and take note of me?
even so , i would only be for a short period.
when u find me useful for some stuff u did.
i know i'm not someone u can hang out wif everyday now.
but can u spare a thought for me?

i'm really very grateful to you for wad u did to me in the past.
when u were by my side when i'm sad.
i thank you for that. really.
but i really cant take the fact that u ignored me this few days.
u seldom come and find me.
even if u find me it will be for a short time
i know im also at blame for not finding you too alrights.

i don't expect any good things in return for you.
i'm writing this post just to let out my feelings.
so yeah.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

kays.
2nd day of ghost festival..
not very scared as yesterday.

yesterday is my and dear dear's 5 month wor.
nothing special.
always like that de. no suprise.
)':
anyways.
went to TPC after school
hahas. walked walked then decided to buy thing key-chain
but u have to sew it urself.
told dear dear its for my dad's birhtday
after that went to KCS had lion dance
1st time i'm not enthu into it. O.o
WEIRD !!! =x
anyways. was sewing it untill lion dance finish.
walked pass lion's house and saw jake there. hahas. she still remember me.
hahas.
went home after that.
was still sewing it.
O.o
sewed dao 8 pm haven finish.
then i asked dear dear if he can wait till i finish.
after i completed it i asked him if he can lend me his wallet.
then after that i put the handphone strap in his wallet.
then he kena shock dao andf ask me : not for ur father de meh?
then i say : no la. for u de la.
hahas. and so , he kept hugging me.
xD

today dear dear came my house. brought his maths textbook along.
ater ahwhile me my bro my sis and dear dear play monopoly.
hahas.
LAME RIGHT. but we gt nothing better to do.
hahas. so fun.
AND I MADE MY SUSTER GO BANKRUPT !! xD
so happy hahas