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i guess....
i read your blog.
so why din't you tell me earlier that you felt being left out after i met HIM?
after knowing the reason i really felt bad.
i know you won't listen and think that its all bull shit i don't care.
if you don't believe whatever i said now then so be it.
i looked through the old pictures.
and my sister editted them.
i really missed the times.
i knew you treated me like spare tires but i don't care.
cause i realise wad u said friendship.
well , i know you don't care anything about it now.
i admit i said some.
i knew i would get into trouble with all this.
but u did say something bad too right.
i agree. that the word forever is fucked up.
because u never knew if we would be together forever.
i will still continue counting for our one year.
even though you don't give a fucking damn about it.
but i'm still happy that you still remember my birthday. (:
seriously
i don't really want to lose this friend of you but everybody elso around me told me to.
i swear to god that i will never forget all the things we did together.
i never get close to the SOMEONE you hate.
i KNOW you hate her.
and i really know she's at wrong.

people getting into our world really makes a different.
i guess you know it too.
maybe you are wrong.
even if we are back to friends again we STILL can do things.
like last year remember?
remember the CIP the 7 of us did together?
it is THAT that brought us together.
well. i knew you don't want that to happen.
AND I DON'T HATE YOU ANYMORE.

i guess whatever i said is useless now.
but i really comes from the bottom of my heart.

now , i know you are happy with the friends you have now.
i feel happy for you.
because you have found the friends that you wanted.
i love you. and i really do.

8 MORE DAYS !!! I LOVE YOU !! :D