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FCUK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !its SOOOOOO random.
haix, guess my blog is dying.
and all my friends are leaving me.
maybe shermaine's right.
maybe i spent too much time on yida.
and all my friends are just ... just ... nevermind.
im just a fucking mother fucker bitch who no body cares AT ALL
NOT AT ALL !!! maybe im at wrong.
for not hanging ou with friends AS but with yida.
wells , i admit.
haix. just wondering if one day all my friends and yida leave me...
will i still survive?

some friends who gone through think and thin with you. left you one day.
that is one thing that cannot be expected. but it all came true.
those words. that they once told you. are like superglue stuck in your heart. glued to you forever. but never would you expect that one day , they say something hurtful to you. and that will leave a scar in your heart. stayed with you forever.

but i have no choice. its too late to regret.
if time would be reversed.
i would choose not to leave my friends. and give up on yida.
ever since i appeared in his life , all his friends leave him too.
i don't want to be loner couples. its really boring.
HATE IT !

new friends might appear to like you. but in fact they might never do. leaving you very fast when you don't even noticed. I MISS SHERMAINE !!
i thought of last time when we use to do everything together. now when i saw you. i'm really too ashamed to face you. i don't know what to say or do or make any face expression. i really cane face myself , not mentioning to face you.
seriously. we used to quarrel and all , and what makes us be friends , good friends , best friends , goof friends , and now normal friends?
i really can't understand, perhaps , i should not have been with yida.causing all my friends to leave me.......

FUCK THE WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!